may twenty fifth

I ate an Arby's feast and I'm very full. Our last day of high school was Friday and summer has officially started. In three short months I'll be departing for film school. I'm really excited to be able to start a creative career. This summer we're hoping to do at least two big projects and one music video.

the ins and outs

My life is typical. Life is typical. I have a lot of good things happening and a lot of bad things happening. My problem is that the negative things have so much more power. I can easily say "I'm having a bad day." I could count on one hand the times in my life I've said "I'm having a good day." I've never said "I'm having a great day," but I often say "What a horrible day." Why is negativity so strong? Why does it hold so much more weight? I don't understand that lack of balance. Buddhism says that life is suffering, so perhaps happiness is rare for a reason; we must suffer constantly in order to truly enjoy the good times. Otherwise, life would be really dull I suppose. It's just dealing with it, I guess.

my signature

I've been trying to make a signature for myself that I can be able to do repeatedly and have it look unique, but you can actually read my name in it. I'm not doing it to be pretentious, I just want to like how my name looks when I write it. That's basically the extent of exciting activity going on at this moment.

a place to just write

Nobody reads MySpace blogs with purpose or meaningful replies. This is a place to just write.