cape.

My sleep schedule is balls. Night is the only time I can concentrate on things I want to get done. In the day, all I want to do is drive around or play video games. I finished putting together the atta boy workdisk. Now I have to do the questions for the accompanying workbook. Friday is going to be a big day. I'm playing back the workdisk right now just to see if I like everything on it. Some of these songs are so beautiful that it makes my heart hurt. I can only hope that my bandmates feel the same way. Friday is going to be a big day.

"Now is the time for turning. The leaves are beginning to turn from green to red to orange. The birds are beginning to turn and are heading once more toward the south. The animals are beginning to turn to storing their food for the winter. For leaves, birds and animals, turning comes instinctively. But for us, turning does not come so easily. It takes an act of will for us to make a turn. It means breaking old habits. It means admitting that we have been wrong, and this is never easy. It means losing face. It means starting all over again. And this is always painful. It means saying I am sorry. It means recognizing that we have the ability to change. These things are terribly hard to do. But unless we turn, we will be trapped forever in yesterday's ways."